On Friday
afternoon I went back to the hospital for my 4th Pre Op appointment. My fourth surgery was scheduled for Tuesday. My doctor handed me
the papers to sign (again) and I handed them right back without a signature. I
asked him to take another x-ray. To give it a second look because my leg really
felt better. The swelling had gone down as well as the pain and bruising. He walked back in the room after checking the xray and said
“Sarah, forget surgery for now I think
you’re growing this bone.”
I
was so happy I jumped off the doctor’s bed onto my feet, pump fisted the air,
and screamed in excitement. He emotionlessly told me to sit back down and
reminded me that knowing my bones, jumping up and down would probably break
them.
Long
story short if I can cool my jets and sit still for the next month before my next doc
appointment he thinks(hopes) my bone will have grown back and he can officially
call off surgery. So, you can keep your fingers crossed for me and I will just
sit here… patiently. Trust me, 7 months later I’ve developed enough patience
for a lifetime.
My recovery party was scheduled for Saturday.
While some told me to cancel it, I just decided to turn it into a bone growth
party. What happened last night way pretty amazing. Friends and family traveled
from all over to celebrate the last 7 months. It was without question the most
fun I had since the accident.
When taking a moment this evening to let it all sink I felt like everything hit me all at once. Everything that has happened started to bring me to tears (yeah, this crying thing is literally a whole new me). More than anything though, I think I was really crying because of everything everyone has
done for me. Through out this entire process so many people have done such extraordinary things in such different ways. I know if I need another surgery I will have amazing people around me to support me. I know if running isn’t in my future (which it will be) I will have so many people to fall back on. Everything that happened over the last 7 months is extreme and hard to deal with. But what’s even more extreme knowing just how amazing and supportive the people in my life really are. More than I could have ever imagined before. And for that, I feel really lucky.
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